More Crying

Was upset again today because my dear dear was upset and wanted to give up... that made me very upset... then I cry cry cry.... after that my dear dear changed her mind... then I was happy again... but still quite upset...
my brother came into my room to check out what was wrong... and then later my mom came in as well... i just rambled on and on about how upset I was with my mom. It hasn't been an easy time... many times I just feel so lost and don't know what to do... I don't like upsetting people but it seems like I always do things to upset those I love around me. I feel quite unappreciated and misunderstood. yah.... But i don't blame them ... especially my dear dear, because I know that they are not going through an easy time either. I won't blame my dear dear for anything she she does. I will keep my promises... I know I will...