Love Daddy and Love Dear Dear

It was an interesting afternoon... was supposed to go and test drive the Toyota that mom wants to buy, but the guy was not available today...

Had a little bit of a tiff with my dear dear over going to church... maybe I was too harsh on her... I know that she loves me a lot and that she wants to spend as much time as possible with me... but all along, it is not that I don't want to spend time with her, but I feel as though Daddy should always come first.

I always wanted a partner who would never grow tired of going to church with me... I believe that my dear dear still is going to be that someone... I just need to be more patient and less demanding on her. After all she is going through a tough time. But it did hurt when it didn't seem as though she was very keen to go to the watchnight service with me. mmm... sigh. well, I'm sure somehow Daddy will help us clear this up so things can be normal again.

I hope that when my dear dear reads this, she will know that I love her very very much.

I also enjoy spending time with her... but I most enjoy it when we spend time together with Daddy... That is what makes me the most filled...

I love her and I believe in her and I want the best for her. I hope and pray that Daddy reminds her of that always.

Sorry for hurting you dear dear... I didn't mean it... sorry... I still love you very very much and I still want to marry you. don't be upset ok? let us focus on Daddy together... i love you very very much muek