Friday Thoughts

What a hectic week this has been... haven't had much time for rest. I have been left feeling tired, worn out and exhausted for pretty much the whole week. I've had problems with CCA, needed to keep an eye on the renovations of the music room, had to catch up with work, marking and other responsibilities. Thank God for the weekend, but I know that it will pass in a flash, as usual. I find myself perpetually trying to catch up. I wish I had more time to think and reflect and to just refresh myself. Unfortunately I don't, and there never seems to be enough time for anything.

I think I need to learn to put Daddy first... I think that the only way to solve the problem is that I need to spend more time with Daddy. Then, He will give me the efficiency to get things done. I pray that He will keep me on the right path, that He will give me the wisdom to handle each situation that I face at my work place.

My dear dear has been in a better mood this week, and I thank Daddy for that. It hasn't been easy facing so many difficulties at work and at the same time having to give her as much time and energy as I can. I know that things are not going smoothly for her too, I know that she needs my encouragement and my support. I just pray that I won't rely on my own strength, but I will let Daddy work in me and through me.

I love you dear dear... I appreciate all that you've done in this relationship. I know that Daddy is working through you. I know that He is molding you and changing you. I know that He is preparing you to be my wife of noble character. I thank God for all that He has done in your life. I thank Him for helping you grow in maturity and faith. I thank you for believing in me and in us. I thank you for submitting yourself to what Daddy wants to do in your life. I know that it hasn't been easy for you. I know that there has been many painful moments. But I thank Daddy that you are still hanging on and sticking around. You are precious to me. I love you and I want to learn to love you more each day. I want to submit myself to Daddy so that He can change me into a better person... so that I can be a better leader, a better husband, a better son, and a better father. I see the weeknesses in me and I know that I fall short in so many ways. I know that I need to learn and I need to be molded to. It hasn't been easy for me and it will not be easy for me in the coming months. But I am willing to go through the fire, that my character might be refined, that my heart can be purified that I shine forth as gold. I love you dear