Lennie's Log

22/02/2005

Letter to Dear Dear

Dear Dear,

I love you. I know that things have been rocky and tough. I know that sometimes it just all feels so unbearable. Sometimes the tension just mounts, especially when we are not leaning on Daddy's strength. I'm sorry for the times I hurt you. I'm sorry for the times I have not been able to give you more support. I'm sorry for being weak. I know that in some ways, I haven't been able to keep up in this relationship. I fall pray to forgetfulness and procrastination. I thank you for not losing patience on me, and for being forgiving. I know I need to learn how to manage my time well. Many times I have been terrible at time management.

I know I need to change. Help me ok?

I know I love you dearly. I know both of us have sacrificed a lot just to be with each other. I know that it hasn't been easy for any of us (my mom included).

I just want you to know that I believe in you. Even in the bad times I believe in you… I believe that however bad a mood you are in, however unresponsive you are to me at times… I believe that you will come out of that mood in due time. I'm sorry that I'm not better at cheering you up. Sometimes I really feel very helpless and I do not know what to do. Help me dear dear… I love you… Believe with me…

I know Daddy can take us through…

With Love
Your Dear Dear

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