Another short update

Another update due... because I know that my dear dear likes it when I update my blog.
This weekend must have been the most ineffient weekend for me... I had the time but I lazed it all away...
i think i'm already wishing that the holidays were here... i really need them to sort out my life in a big way.
I really need to focus and to stop wasting time doing aimless surfing... i need to be spiritually stronger to give my dear dear more support. She needs it as she isn't going through an easy patch too. I also need to remember to pray for my mom that God will touch her and heal her from her emotional wounds. I pray that she wil learn to appreciate people for who they are instead of always placing expectations on people. I need to pray that my dear dear's healing will get manifested in the flesh. I know that I haven't been praying enough. I know that Daddy wants me to change... but it is almost like my whole life needs flushing out and I need to get the procrastination gremlins off my brain.

Dear dear I want to say that I love you. Sorry for hurting you sometimes and for being insensitive. Help me to appreciate all that you do better. I want to learn to love you more. Be strong in daddy ok? I know that somehow, he will take us through.

I love you to bits...